No forever!!!

It was not so long ago

when I thought I'd never meet someone like you.

Wrong was I, thinking I'm in control

Believing I'd never fall.

All my life I thought no one would

melt a heart like mine, a heart so cold,

a heart hardened by the past,

protected by shields so vast.

Slowly I was falling

without even knowing.

Only to find out too late

I have no choice but to accept my fate.

I could dream, I suppose

forever, I could hope

there will never be any 'us', that's our destiny

so I wake up to reality.

I lied when I said

I didn't love you,

that my feelings for you

are through.

I lied

not because I wanted to

but because I love you

and I still do.

I wouldn't do a thing to hurt you

but I just have to let go.

I can't hold on much longer

'coz for us there's no forever.......

This is Me..!!

Sumtimes i walk... sumtimes i crawl,

Sumtimes i stumble.. sumtimes i fall..

Laughed a lot... cried over sillies...

sumtimes in pensive thoughts...

and sumtimes lost...

Was always on the verge to break..

but never wore a face so fake.

Pulled myself up after every great fall..

Celebrated my success n stood so tall.

Friends who know me have seen me at my worst..

N still stood by me.... and said i was the best!!

Sumtimes all dressed up n pretty...

sumtimes in the jungle all sweatyy..

Sumtimes writing as if a well known poet..

n sumtimes i end up singing a duet...

There was never a road i din wana take..

My dreams chase me wen m wide awake...

Never wanted to be sumbody else...

loved myself like everyone else..

Today yet another milestone...

I am goin to begin another year of my life..

N i promise to myself n to everyone in my life..

Will be the same girl whether wrong or right..

N everywhere i go once in a while...

Will spread more n more smiles..

N amidst all the worries n woes..

I promise i will never forget to love....

Sometimes......

Sometimes it is complicated...

Sometimes it is not,

It does get frustrating..

But there is no point in waiting,

Life goes on as it stops for none

And I am sure I am not the only one.

Through the sorrows and the strain..

I kno someday its gonna rain :)

And wash away all the pain.

No more heartbreaks ever again..

I promise my heart time and again,

Will keep you safe but it all goes in vain!

People say its all in the game,

But it really drives me insane.

It is not a game for sure,

we better get our hearts insured.

Cos every time this crazy heart breaks.

So many freaky lives it wrecks....

Why do you lie???

Teme why do you lie...

I can see it in ur eyes...

You are using a disguise,

And i seriously despise.

I really could never understand,

Why on ur decisions u never stand.

Everything is a big lie...

And here in tears i lie.

Thinking of the wonderful time we had..

And I always thought u understand.

My love stood a defeat,

cos rite under my nose u cheat.

I could see it in her eyes,

And you said it was a lie.

I asked you to explain..

N u said baby its a pain.

Teme why you lie everytime,

U didn have to two time..

But u did wat u like...

And the thunder did strike.

Now... all your lies unfold,

Like my heart is on threshold.

I dont want you to budge,

Cos m carrying no grudge.

U r all set to marry,

N i have no feelings to carry.

I wish u a happy future..

N wish u were a lil mature.

Cos we cant be grey,

We cant be on the fence..

No matter how much i tried,

But it was u who had to decide.

Teme why you lie??

Y dont u just dissappear...

Cos now i have no fear

I have nothin to lose

cos lies is all u had.......

You....

Have a goal, Have a dream

Either you sink or you swim

Give it a try... Until you win

Nobody can decide your future...

Its "you".. yes you are the creator!

Never let yourself down...

Or ever let your face have a frown,

Cause, until you work from dusk to dawn

YOU will never reach the crown!!

My Life was a dream...

My life was a dream,

Like peaches and cream.

A little garden in which to walk, and immensity in which to dream.

Here I was in da green green field, all i wanted to do is scream

Thinking of nothing new under the sun....

Just wanted to be myself and have some fun.

Thinking how busy my life had been

Always wanted to find a place in the sun...

but dere i was working....all my dreams shun

This dream was as rare as walking on water

Following my heart's quest...

Like stirring up an ant's nest.

Had all the time on the earth... to stop and smell the roses

Running around in the strong breeze in the fields filled with hoses.....

The water in the streams slowly flow...

I know...when we love...... we grow

The beautiful smile that you see

That's becos i set myself free..

I close my eyes to get the feel...

And then i hear a soft lil voice....

" Did we recieve dat 5 million payment??? "

And back i come from this sweet sweet dream

Still having a smile on my face...

Gotcha work cos this is how i earn

N m sure working is no less fun :)